February 2012
13 posts
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Me: Friends? Oh is that what we are?
Him: I don't know what we are...do you?
Me: No...I don't know either.
“I was planning on giving up sex for lent. Yeah. That didn’t work out.”
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“I wanna say something cheesy rite now but i missed the appropriate time to say...”
– Ryan
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see you on the flip side
Dear Travis,
Um. No. Just No. I’m so frustrated with you right now and I can’t even come up with words to express it.
How dare you talk to me like that? Treat me like a child, scold me? How dare you say such things to me as “Do you want me to hang up on you?” and “If I do hang up mad, Friday will not happen.” Don’t threaten me. Do not hold such things...
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once upon a dream
Dear Travis, I am 90% drunk right now and all I want is for you to just pick me up. Take me to your house and carry me to bed and let me sleep on your chest and worry about all the details tomorrow. I love you. :(
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“Giving him time is a horrible idea. Ambushing works best. My charming, smiling,...”
only the beginning
me: I'm taking my condoms because I don't want you having sex with some girl with your ex's condoms.
him: how do you know I don't have a box in my truck?
me: you don't. you're not like that.
him: you're right, I'm not.
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jar of hearts v.2
him: Are you sure she missed me or did you?
me: a girl never tells all her secrets. ;)
him: a girl never had to tell her secrets because guys like me know everything.
He's a douche. But that was an A+ come back, even if he is totally full of shit. I'm toying with him, I'm not trying to be coy about it. I want Travis, not you Dillon. You and the rest merely pawns to move while I'm waiting for a path to the King.
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the fortune cookie says...
Dear Travis,
It’s been a week since I’ve seen your face. And no, Saturday didn’t count because i could only see your shoulder and your hand through the crack in the door when I came to get my ring. I’m going to try to go til tuesday without trying to talk to you again.
I want to talk to you know. To run to your house and jump into your arms and have you hold me as...
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inception.
Dear Travis,
asdfjkl;jlkasdf. You stupid, redneck, son of a asd;ljflas. You promised you wouldn’t do this to me again. You SWORE. Time and time again that you wouldn’t give up on me. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
K. Now that that’s out of my system. I love youuuu. Please come back. Just let me fix it.
“I know how your brain works.” you said to me today. Please do...
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true love's kiss
Dear Travis,
Remember when we watched Men of Honor and they said something about how divers lungs can explode due to pressure of gasses if they don’t exhale? Well, I feel like one of those divers. Only I can’t exhale. I feel like my chest has collapsed. like I’m suffocating. I felt like this last time we broke up to… And then you would kiss me and I could breathe again,...
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Him: How are you doing?
Me: I got dumped again. On the edge of anorexia and abusing over the counter sleep aids. Aka = doing good.
Him: ...so how are you doin besides that?
Him: what are you doing Tuesday?
Asdfjklls; are you serious?
The men in my life are stupid 99% of the time. Rawr.
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maybe someday
Dear Travis,
I can’t wait til the day I can call you my husband.
Xoxo,
Jamie
January 2012
4 posts
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“You and I have more love for each other than water in the ocean.”
– Travis
Don't you want to stay
I don’t need to spend the night with him so much. But he told me he’d leave the back door open in case I changed my mind. I did. So when I got there, he picked me up and carried me to bed. I love that boy.
indeed.
Tiffany: Is he drunk or on shrooms?
Matt: I'm drunk. I've never smoked marijuana in my life!
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“Love me forever?”
– Travis
December 2011
32 posts
NYE
frozen strawberry daiquiris; twenty-three jello shots; captain morgan.
2012? BRING. IT. ON.
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“I’m not gonna give up on you. I don’t want to risk losing the best...”
– Travis
Shoulda been his ringtone those three months we...
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i can't be alone with you
He’s mad at me because I don’t completely trust him with my heart, because there’s a wall back up and because I can’t forget the look on this face when he said “Give up.”
Seriously, Travis?
Let’s think about EVERYTHING you said to me while we weren’t together. All the stuff you let me believe. Like that you didn’t love me anymore, that those...
theStudioLark.com is back.
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“You better not get married before me!”
– Tiffany
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“You’ll be married before you’re twenty-one.”
– Travis
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“Stay with me?”
– Travis
blogsecret:
The standards I have for guys are impossible to reach. I hold them all up to one guy. That one guy can’t even reach the standards.
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my forever
And I’ll never forget the night we got back together. December 5th. How I was crying and talking about how much I missed and loved you. And you didn’t walk away. You layed on me. Held me close. Held my hand and looked at me with your tell-all eyes. You brought on fresh tears everytime you gently tilted my chin up to look at you. I could see the love in your eyes, in your actions. I...
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“That’s not a nipple tassel, that’s my slinky!!”
– Aaron
We are cuddling in bed holding hands and he says “if we were to randomly turn to stone right now. think about how we would look. ”
Smiles.
“it’d be cute…….you’re so random”
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“I will love you until the day I die. That should be all that matters.”
– Travis
More lyrics
“I’d give anything to get back to the way we were before.
Laying underneath the stars, in yours arms I felt so sure”
“So the moral of this story is be careful what you wish for, never give up, and...”
– Me
waves of adoration
“I can’t sleep without you in my dreams.
And I can’t breathe without you next to me.
And I can’t live without you loving me.
So I’ll need you to keep reminding me.”
Now for the verses…
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when the smoke clears
Dear Travis,
You have no idea how happy I am. I never thought we’d able to get back to this, I thought my wishes to hear you say “I love you” again were only wishes, but then you changed your mind. You said “I love you”, you wanted me to wear my ring again, and said all the right things.
And last night, when you said “Lay with me.” and we were laying...
chicken ranch
Misty: hey I know of a way you can earn some extra money... ;) tehehe
Me: it's a little too cold for street corner prostitution, Misty.
“It’s okay, I’m here, this is real and I’m not going anywhere.”
– Travis
“I’m glad you didn’t give up on us.”
– Travis
“I never stopped loving you.”
– Travis
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“the past has been rough,this last year has contributed to more happiness than i...”
– me
“I don’t want you to leave.”
– Travis
3,661 tweets & counting.
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the point of no return
he’s telling his mom tonight. making us officially official. so nervous.
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Him: Whats wrong? Why were you crying?
Me: Its hard to explain.
Him: Please?
Me: (smiles, trying to hold back tears) Because you're here.
Him: Is it really that hard to believe?
Me: Yes.
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“I just want to be able to kiss you and not care who sees and not have to hide...”
– Travis, my boyfriend.
you said it, with out saying it
Me: What you're saying to me right now sounds like we have a chance of getting back together - do you realize that?
Him: Yes, I realize that but
Me: Did you mean for it to sound that way?
Him: I can't answer that question because I am drunk, and I don't want to answer you know and then be like "What the hell did I say to her?" when I'm sober.
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i'm a lady, that's why
“haha did you get some???” - John-kid
JERK. Do not. I repeat, do not, ever speak in such a manner as disrespectful as that again. I am a girl, with feelings and morals not one of your man-whoreish guy friends and I don’t appreciate you judging me and my situation when you know nothing about me or what I’ve been through. You think that have the right to say whever you...
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“Cause if you take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never the cut the line,...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
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yellow light,yield
“No, you’re still the only one that’s this special” (referring to x-rated activities). - me
Then he smiles and kisses me. stupid, wonderful, asshole gives me mixed signals and confuses the hell outta me. rather be confused than broken however.
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it's a quarter after one
Dear Travis,
I just had the most amazing night with you. I was perfect. Aside from the fact that I’m still not your girlfriend again and you did not say “I Love You.”, but you eyes said it for you, and the way we acted together was just like old times.
You were flirty, even after the dirty deeds were done, you kissed me, you were sweet, when you said things you knew upset me,...
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“Do you really think you’re that easy to forget?”
– Travis